I was a machine, my boxes were loaded and I was shoving the last of my things into a duffle bag, ignoring his glares from the corner. "If you have something to say spit it out, I won't be here for very much longer." My voice was steady and calm, but I knew the moment I let myself look at him I would loose all my strength. I closed the bathroom cabinet looking into the mirror. My eyes were brown and tired, my usual pink complexion was pale, my mouth turned down in a permanent grimace. He had met me beautiful, filled with promise; turned me into this frail girl that met my reflection. My jeans fit tight and I had put a loose tee on so he wouldn